Becoming a parent has changed me in many ways. It has made me softer, given me compassion, strengthened my view of myself. It is full of trial and error and I have learnt more in the past year than any other previous year in my life. I am sure that this will continue as Luna grows. All I hope is that I can let her bloom without doing anything to dampen that fierce spirit.
This month we left Luna for the first time overnight for a friends birthday in Leeds. It was so nice to feel like Joe and I, just us, able to have a few drinks, to be a bit irresponsible and to direct some love right at each other instead of pouring it all into our little girl. It was healthy and it was fun and it was incredible to get back to her on the Sunday night. I didn't want to put her to bed I was so happy to see her.
These past few months have been a roller coaster. Her sleep was consistent for 3 months and then stopped around Christmas and is now, touch wood, back on track. She laughs like crazy when you tickle under her chin and asks for cuddles the whole time, including from people she does know and doesn't know that well but has just made a little bond with. It's beautiful to watch. She does this thing where she kind of backs up until she finds something to sit on and then seems happily surprised when her little bottom finds something. It makes me laugh. She is all about the physical, into running and wanting to be chased by any child at the library, dancing is a big deal at the moment too, she plants her little feet and sways and puts her hands up, waving them around.
She is down to one sleep after lunch, half a bottle of oat milk in the morning and 5 scoops of formula at night. Food varies, sometimes she is into it, sometimes not but she has cracked using a spoon although between the loading and the turning upside down just as it makes it to her mouth it is still a messy business. She has discovered her nappy and tries to pull it off, grabbing at the tabs. She also pulls off her clothes when she possibly can, whipping off her socks and undoing her sleepsuits. She is a little scamp and has endless energy, she never sits still and is so full of life. I just need to step it up to keep up with her ;)
PS Check out those ringlets